Unrecoverable

Last night something terrible happened, I still can't believe it... I guess was time to give up, I saved it for a long time hoping to get it back, but nothing lasts forever.
In a blink of an eye, what I longed to get was lost.

I remember I tried, and I couldn't get it, so I thought maybe with other software... but never had time and somehow I think I was also scared.
Maybe it's better on that way, who knows? I'll eventually forget it. But I don't want so, that's why I'm writting it here, to tell myself that it should never happen again, I should not push it again and things must change in order to this new year.

You were such tiny, and there were to many GB's to get lost in... farewell